Suggest the title !!

I do not intend it to be vague, but as I don’t have any particular reason or topic/issue to write on, I feel it will go vague. Anyways, that’s not the matter of concern I think… because many vague blog writers are surviving in great spirits on net these days. So I will complete this directionless blog proudly! By the way, this is my first ever blog and so, I don’t expect it to be very addictive or “readership catchy” one, but still it is going to be something from heart. Actually, it many times happens with me… I suddenly feel like to do something out of the course and down the line I end up doing it so much above my expectations that I indulge into it for a period of time. Last such thing which I did was Sketching. And I loved the moment when after seeing my last sketch, one of my colleagues skeptically commented “…so can you show how you give that shading in your sketches?… I mean right now… here …take this pencil.” Some time ago, similarly, I felt like doing a stage performance in my college. It was a talent hunt show for first year students, and I did mimicry of bollywood actors on stage. I won’t say that it was the first time that I was performing on stage, but it was my first mimicry show. When I passed out of my college, I was dramatics secretary of my college. It happens! …and it happens often.

Well, I would say that its not an unusual thing to happen. Success is as common as failures. I can’t (rather I would say I don’t want to) count the number of times I have failed also unexpectedly. Sometimes I feel how uncertain it is. Everything. Even the very next moment! The only thing which seems to be certain is that nothing is certain. You never know when you get that call. “Sir, there is an opening in the top company of your field… would you be interested?” “Hey buddy, I got engaged! Girl? Hehe… you know her… Upasana J.” “Sir, we are calling from yahoo.com… you have won a surprise gift as you registered for our Millionth email id. Please give us your address for the gift’s delivery.” “Yeah… I am there… tell me your roll number. Oh.. man… you have got one supplementary.” You never know! I hardly remember that, when I was a kid, my mom or my dad ever told me, “Chaand me pariyaan reheti hain” (Angels live on the moon)… probably I heard this in some of the songs when I grew older, but still I like to believe that Chaand me pariyaan reheti hongi. Because you never know!

But still, I think I know some things. I am 24 now. Single. Away from my house. Away from my country. And there are some arrangements made by someone to keep me alive and kicking. To keep me flying. I wake up in the morning and I find it drizzling… because someone knows I love rains. When I go to my workplace, I find table tennis racquets set gift wrapped on my table… because someone knows I love playing table tennis. When I open my mailbox, I find my best friend’s marriage invitation… because someone knows I need a break from work. When I feel low, miles away from my home, I get a call from mom… because someone knows I need that call. Anyone might see “arrangements” like these as too little to keep someone “alive”, but believe me, no one needs more to live J.

I told you it will go vague . It is so much without boundaries, at least for me, that I can’t think of a title for this. If you have read this post complete and you want to comment anything for this, first of all please suggest a title. And, if you don’t want to comment anything, then also please suggest a title at least . And please… I can also think titles like “Vague” or “Directionless”. I am craving for something real. Something Solid!

~ by brootsvignette on June 26, 2008.